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name is eliqa shaza...
been living in malaysia my entire life...
then in january of 2008 i moved to DUBAI :p
this is a place where i do nothing but bitch and brag about myself,my friends,my guy and etc.etc.
xoxo
<3
got tix..am goin...
too bad jealous bitches :p
<3
the thing is...me and ammar are kinda having a lil break from each other...
but i promise it wont be for long... the thing is, i still love him:(
and i need him to realize that i am a person with feelings, and he cant take me for granted... i knw he loves me...i knw he tries to impress me... and i love him more then he can ever imagine:((
i just need him to open up his eyes and see what he has...
i may not be the best,
i may not be at the top,
but he should knw that i need him to be able to think of me more often...
call once in a while,
sms once in a while:p
the thing is i knw he doesnt have credit...
and i trully understand...
but its just i need him to WANT me...
i need him to NEED me...
i need him to LOVE me...
and its totally selfish of me to ask him to change..
and if he cant, then i just have to accept him the way he is...
no matter how much he hurts me...
I LOVE HIM
*always have*
*always will*
where do i start!
hmmm it was thursdayy...right after school me, kimi and babes** went to the mall...did a lil 'chillin',then bumped into a bunch of guys from school:D
after that we went back to my place and me and kimi had to freshen up while babes**talked to my DAD and watched CNN!*hahahhahahahaha*
we headed to marina that night with some *coke*:p
we chilled the entire night together!
it was sooo nice and peaceful:D
after that around 2am me and kimi went for a swim...
hahaha i wont go into detail on that part..
then we went back and slept the night awayyy
then the next dayy the entire family including RANDY & KIMI...:p
went to the beach!!!!
the amount of hot guys was like as thought we were at a fotoshoot at a modeling co.!
while me and kimi stopped and stared babes** was hanging out with his parents and he watched james bond i think:/
we litteraly spent the entire day at the beach:D
babes** called and wanted to hnag out;P
this guy cannot stay away from me!
so we finished our dinner at 'CHOW KING'
and met up with babes at marina...
bagaraaa came!!!!!!!!!!!
we had a chilling session...:D
after a while kim v. came!
aww i misss that gurl!:p
anywho......
the next day was a 'WAKE UP LATE, LAZY,CHORES' dayy:D
kim went back a lil earlyyy...
it was around 4pm wen she left:p
i am gonna catch up on my zzzZZZzZ
loves
xoxo
okayy...for the past 2 days i have been sleepin ultra late! like sayy 4am...
and i have school at 7am..so the conclusion is i havent been getting much sleep:p
well its mostly my fault anyways right;)
enough with the whining...
todayy was quite a good day,if i must say so myself :p
woke up...freshened up...caught the bus...etc.etc
kim came todayy! amna wasn't really talking much btw :(
i found out that there are another set of assesment coming up after the 23rd!
i am gonna seriouslyyy f**k up if i dun studyy:(((
kim is sleeping over tomorrow and the day after that too,,,coz we might be going to fergie's concert thingyy:)))
*MIGHT*:meaning:not sure yet!!!!
arghhhhhh....
ammar was okayy todayy..he was playing the guitar during break for me and my gurls..:D
moe is leaving for nepal tomorrow and ofcourse kim is gonna miss him..:/
ammar might not be able to go out this weekend...coz were gonna go to the mall*ibn* after school:)
again the word might** is being used!
i havent been out with him since forever! :'(
anywho...
fridayy the family +kim+babes is gonna be heading to the beach:D
yeaa gonna have a lil picnik thingyy:P
p.s: i finallyy saww babes todayyy!!!after about 3 days of not seeing him:(
he got expelled and shit..so i am seriouslyy gonna miss his little kisses in the corridors:( *air kisses btw* whatever it is still gonna go out with him like everydayy:)) aaaahhhh....the benefits of being neighbours :D
well gtg darlz,
xoxox
loves
it was me and ammars 4 monthiversaryyy yetserdayyyXD
haha...just needed to get that off my chest :D
nothing much happened though:/
+yesterday was kim and moe's 1 monthiversary
+mama and papa's 18th year being together!!
*oh how time flies...
well...lets see what happened todayy...school was okayy as usual :p
had PE and saw my marlove :* play a lil sports...o00oh xD
then came back home and caught up with my ZZzzzZz ;)
woke up and went down to marina and did a lil shopping:D
after that chilled at the pool:D
interesting huh...NOT!
*in my mind*
omg i soooo wanted to hug ammar goodbyeee...!!!
but i couldn't coz mrs*dunno her name* was ther!!
and so we just held each others hand longinglyy :p
oooh + kim didn't come todayyy so the day was a lil boringgg...
peggy, amna and sara made it a lil better though;)
gtg,
xoxoxo
loves
well...today my daddy went to school...yeaa you guys guessed it...it was parents consultation :(((
he made me promise him to give him results..just coz he said yes to me going out everydayy with BABES*
my outings arent just till late night...
theyre expensive...
soo he said well liqa...i have been saying yes...
all i want are RESULTS...
in my head i thought i was gonna be f**ked!
coz i didnt studdyyy much:p
i sat for the assesments anwyayy...
and guess what????
RESULTS
*all A's...except for 3 B's*
what can u sayy this bitch is smart :p
hhahaha...
but i have a huge feeling i might screw up for the next assesment though :/
STUDYY TIME!!!
*yeaaaaaa.....rightttttttttt* ;)
xoxo
loves
